Wednesday, November 02, 2005

I want to be a child again.

I want to be that boy who dreams about everything and worries over nothing. The kid who only have to ask for pocket money when I want to buy the latest toy. I want to play all day without worrying about work. I want to sit in front of the PlayStation the whole time playing the latest series of final fantasy, or playing my soccer with a bunch of friends. I want to fight with my neighbours over a marble. Someone who does not give a hoot about anything in life except being happy.

But I am no longer a child. I started to worry about career, about the future. I get calculative over income and expenditure. I get frustrated over the the colleague who backstabs. I have to spent time rushing the latest report, get anxious over deadlines and meeting targets. I have to start thinking about my family's health...

It is tough to be a grown up.

2 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I suppose it is...

Being grown up just means more resposibilities i suppose.

How have you been lately. Seems like quite a long while. I won't be going online for a while coz the connection at home is kinda screwed~

Take care
wiwimu

6:12 PM  
Blogger groovy chinchilla said...

sometimes we learn to be young at heart.
It is still possible to enjoy the occasional game of playstation, while keeping the troubles of adulthood at bay.
Hey, nobody's going to confiscate our playstations now ya?

10:31 PM  

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