I have been bitching about being alone for the longest time.
Yet everytime love knocks on the door, I get all jittery and take flight.
There is something as being too nice after all.
It feels nice to know that I am still lovable, but I just can't reciprocate.
Now, I don't know how to reply the sender. I feel all guilty about it.
I am not ready to accept love. I am not ready to love.
Yet everytime love knocks on the door, I get all jittery and take flight.
There is something as being too nice after all.
It feels nice to know that I am still lovable, but I just can't reciprocate.
Now, I don't know how to reply the sender. I feel all guilty about it.
I am not ready to accept love. I am not ready to love.
posted by SC at 9:16 AM
3 Comments:
If you are not ready then let her know, Maybe something will work out eventually :)
I don't think so... I am sure it will be forgotten slowly though :)
remember that little boy in Love Actually. He was terrified about the feelings of love he had for a classmate. for the longest time he'd bottle his feelings up. he was tortured. at the point he decided to do something about this unspoken love - he was freed from his fears. his little feet ran as fast as they could, passing through the airport crowds and security till he reached her and declared in all honesty what he felt inside him. because he proclaimed love, instead of shying away from it and denying it - he was liberated and not chained to his feelings.
proclaim your love, proclaim your life. it's time to let the sun shine in!!! =) happy new year!
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