我好累。過了那麽久的糾纏，終于可以划上了休止符了。但不知爲什麽，卻似乎已經失去了些重要的東西。

Geez, some quick mental calculations put me to about two weeks of non-productivity. Somehow it just doesn't seem right. I am not used to the idea of not having anything to work on. Sure I have never been overzealous at work. But it is somehow weird to have shedded off the responsibilities. While responsibilities are heavy, it dawns on me that they are a comfort to have around. The burden on the shoulder definitely keeps me from feeling frivolous.

I have definitely been searching online for some courses to fill in the empty pockets of time. If nothing else, it keeps me from getting senile.

I never realised that there are so many schools around.

我們都活在夢中。當夢醒時分，我們將會身在何處呢。

I finally gotten my approval to leave my job. I know it sounds dumb but that is how it is with my organisation: need approval for everything, even the private moments.

But yah, I will be a free man in August.

Guess I am not so sure what I wil be doing then. I was pretty confident that I could pursue further studies after I quit, but I guess I couldn't get into the courses.

On a more personnal side, I have no idea what I am doing with my social life anymore. Everything seems to be screwed up now. I am not sure what I want in life anymore.

Yups, so I am officially clueless! I need a break from life.

What would you do now if you had five million dollars?

What would have been your greatest regret at your deathbed?

Questions like these makes it painstakingly obvious that I am still pretty aimless in life.

Hmmm... I guess if I had five million buckaroos, I will just have to make another five more.

i've met someone recently.

She is bright, yet somehow helpless. She is sincere, friendly, determined. I like her easy-going nature. She may not be the prettiest, but I couldn't take my eyes off her. Somehow I keep yearning to see her again, and that is not because I am feeling lonely...

Even though we've only met twice. Have I finally fallen?

My skin feels cold and clammy for the entire night. I keep getting shivers, although my internal temperature seems to be rising. I am feeling weak all over.

I hate being sick.